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My back hurts. So does my tummy. This is how I decide to break my long spell of absence from the blog world.

It has been a long tiring day. Work was hectic. It still does not let me rest in peace. G is still messaging office stuff. I have no intentions of continuing that conversation. Its hard enough to be walking on egg shells around her and now I have to deal this too after getting home. Why do I continue taking shit from people like her?

Sometimes it feels good to know what I know, work-wise, and sometimes I wonder if it's all really worth it. I don't want to rant much about work. Leaving to Udupi tomorrow. Hope it's pouring. I love the rains in Udupi.

I have been defensive way too often, ending up in fights every now and then. Need to let go and be more mature while handling day to day stuff. Learn to let people live as they want to and adapt around them. I need to really come out of my conservative shell and be more open. Be less dependent. Be more happy. I will get there someday. Until then....

Random

Hi there stranger, I know its been a long time. Life is passing by and time seems to fly. So many passing thoughts as usual getting lost in the swirl of this fast paced world. With time comes growth, with growth comes responsibilities and dependencies.


If you are not a part of the celebration its all plain noise... sigh.. and you use music to drown it out. Non stop music ... good.. Ok enough of random thoughts here. I digress as usual.


Hmm I was reading Khalil's teachings and I think I have blogged about this before too but nevertheless here it is again. Life will be better if one can adapt to this.

“Let there be spaces in your togetherness, And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping. For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts. And stand together, yet not too near together: For the pillars of the temple stand apart, And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.”
― Khalil Gibran, The Prophet


Long forgotten songs are being heard again...feeels good :)


Other day I was reading my 12th grade diary..I think it was 11th .. anyways made me want to start writing again. I would pour out every single thought in it, happiness , pain, incidents what not... So naive of me. But it was good. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time. So much life has passed by me, so much learnt. so many people met and lost. Some good some bad experiences. And I will move on without having left a mark behind. I hope not. 


Thats it for now. Maybe will talk some more later.

Love is...

being at peace in bed in the arms of your loved one.

...

If not me, then who?
If not now, then when?
If not here, then where will peace begin?

I am where peace begins.
Oh, it’s me, that’s who
And it’s now, that’s when

And it’s here, that’s where peace begins
I am where peace begins.

Dream

When I wake up in the morning time
I like to see you sleeping by my side
I think about the nights we had before
Wanna give you this and more
Let you know I truly adore you

Being with you, loving you this way is so sweet
The way you kiss me, you're making my knees go weak
We could be forever happy, through rain or whatever
Never gonna take the fantasy away from you

I need to be everything you see in your dreams
It seems to me you'll never find another lover good as I, to give you all that you need
And I'll be there to love you each and every night and all through the day

There was a time that I didn't have you around
Back in them days my heart never made a sound
Now it's beating like my head's in the clouds
Never doubt that I'ma always be down to hang around you

You're making me feel so good inside
The way I feel when you love me makes me wanna cry
All these truffle of the things you do, make my love dream come true
Moving me to tell you that I love you

I need to be everything you see in your dreams
It seems to me you'll never find another lover good as I, to give you all that you need
And I'll be there to love you each and every night and all through the day

Quote 'em

When I was a kid, back in school, we used to pass around slam books/autograph books, whatever you would call them; anyways there would be this question “What would you like to be when you grow up?” I used to answer –“happy and contented”. And today I read this quote on FB

“When I went to school they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy.' They told me I didn't understand the assignment, I told them them they didn't understand life." - John Lennon

And I didn’t even know who John Lennon was back then. :D Well I wanted to portray being intellectual, I still think I can be at times. ;) It was actually a pretty easy answer as I didn’t know what I wanted to be. I was tired of changing professions in my head year after year. I also remember another one that I would quote “Love is…everything” It was and still is as simple as that. Just felt like writing something. So this is it.

Learn

Learn to enjoy the little things in life. You might have had a bad day, but the day is not over until you say so. Enjoy the music, the clouds, the crowded bus and a cloudy sky to look up to. A loved ones call, a cheerful home to return to and peaceful cup of tea.