Sessions!

2nd Feb ‘10
I am so blank that I cannot think straight of what to write so I am writing this exactly as I am thinking. It was a better day cuz I told myself when I started this day I wont let anything make me sad. I was very disturbed and upset last night when I learnt that the meeting with Cena, Jon and Chudail was regarding the application I am handling. She was expressing her “concerns”. I felt there was no point any more in trying but then I don’t give up that easy. I will try to rectify whatever damage has been done.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with chudail. Gah! This has become my favourite word now. Gah! But I will get back to the meeting tomorrow and update

3rd Feb ‘10
You know there is a story behind “Gah!” now. Here it is-> Gah!
Well the meeting is just about to begin. I finished with Jon sometime back. I feel I could have done better if I knew more. But nobody has ever given me any KT so how am I supposed to know. I badly wanted to get a coffee and I kept putting off. Now I don’t have it cuz Benugo, our canteen downstairs is closed at 5.30! who closes at 5.30 man!

Today the chudail asked me to query the database for some data some third person wanted. I’m like her P.A. she assumes. And she has the nerve to tell me to inform her at the earliest if I can’t do that and she wont get angry at me. Aaargh what am I? A kindergarten kid?! Anyways despite being technically challenged I was able to get it. HA HA! Anyways done with the so called meeting. She stuttered most of the way. Most of her answers were “you don’t need to know that right now” or “I myself don’t know bout it”. Anyways hopefully I’ll get somewhere after a couple of more sittings and a boring read through “investopedia”.

Eating Clementines singing “tu jaane na…”. Actually different songs were running through my head. Morning “where is the love” probably that was the last song I heard today. Then also Maathinalli… Listening to songs has helped me a lot. Thinking of dance also makes me feel better. Now the gossip queen is on the roll. Though I would love to bitch bout chudail I would rather not waste my time here.

Off I go. I hope Pixie visits me someday. I have stolen so many tags from her :D and she was on blogspot earlier!