Fk it!

This is the way she does it. She escalated that issue to Cena though I was not solely responsible for it.

It has been a tiring day. Tiring because of thinking too much. And I do not deserve the way I am being treated. Had a long meeting with Cena regarding the “escalation” by chudail. Had my self respect and esteem been low I would have actually believed that I am worthless to handle this. But this is not the case. Its just the matter of putting in your bit to make this work. She doesn’t so that’s why to vent it out she takes it on me. Cena told she wants to hand this over and move on to something new. She wants a change and she is good at what she does. What does she do other than forwarding mails I ask? Well I dint ask it out loud. But yeah! If she wants to get done with it soon then she has to just try to pass on her knowledge instead of holding it back.

Cena knew I was being hesitant and there were things bothering me but then I don’t want to go crying to him all the time like she does. He also asked if I could stay a couple of more months but I dint commit anything yet. Is it worth it? Everybody stays here just for the money. But is it worth it? No. I think I have earned my stay here but I do not deserve to be treated like this. I don’t think I will take up on his offer. Especially if it is to make her life easier then no ways! A week is ok but even to spare her that my heart refuses to be kind.

I felt like laughing when Cena said you do your bit don’t care if its right or wrong. As long as you put efforts, blah blah then he said Fk it! :D

Well Fk it all I say and head home. Oh he was taunting in a subtle polite way bout not wearing jeans ( but then he is away for 2 n half weeks :D hehahahaha. Off I go!

ooh and on after thought addition: Dinner was a success :D Cant wait to go back and have cold paaysa