Long Time!

I know its been like really long. I haven't had the time nor patience to write. I have been a lot of things after coming back. Yes I'm back home! Home sweet home.


I have been happy to be home. I have been happy to meet all my loved ones. I have been super excited to meet few and some i have not yet met. And i am waiting to meet them up. My job sucks but i dont wanna complain too much because i am thankful to have one. I hate it at times cuz i was not getting the leave i deserved! Its more than 8 months since my last leave for crying out loud. To make matters worse i was logging in from home and working.


The weather is way too hot. I try not to complain too much as i dont want anyone to think oh i'm such a show off but its way too hot!! none of my cousins have showed up which is a little sad but i'll survive. Everybody had been super excited seeing their gifts. Especially aunts :) I tried my best to get something for all. But still i am not satisfied. But its OK I'm sure i'll get opportunities again for doing it better. I gave mom both the perfumes. Well she was telling bout not having any good ones. So I thought i'll buy something for myself later.Anyways its not like I am brand conscious, but i fell in love with a few fragrances. Versace and nina ricci :) sweet...


So where was I? Yes I've been happy, I've been frustrated a bit because of work. I've been confused at times because of my confusion which I am not ready to talk to anyone bout. I fear being judged. So I'll just be a hypocrite and i hate myself for this because I am the sole person to blame. And I'll just end up talking in riddles if i continue anymore. So chuck it.


I watched Rocket Singh and i liked it. It was a nice movie. I like things like simplicity, honesty and other regular human emotional stuff so that is probably why i liked it. And i never felt bored or that it was too long unlike the other opinions i had heard. Though generally girls tend to be biased to Ranbir, I liked him for what he played and not his looks. I liked the way they portrayed the concept of "money is not everything" . I had been wanting to do a post on it. But never got the chance. Maybe i will at some point later.


Monday is ajja's death ann, and lot of folks will show up and I dont want to do small talk. So not looking forward to it. Also talks bout how everyone my age are getting married and what not! uughh!!


Did I discuss my phase ? I dont remember. So yes, I am again going through one of my phases!! The constant one bout not wanting to get married. I just dont. Thats it. End of story.

edited to add: I just remembered one of R's status msg on FB.: "People who go through phases constantly are not going through it. Its just who they are!"