Beautiful day

I dint feel like coming to office today. I felt like walking aimlessly listening to music to the cool breeze blowing my hair all over the place. But one cannot do what one always wishes.

I am also very upset today. I want a place of my own. So why wont I do something about it? Cuz I don’t have a choice. Its nothing against my friends or that I don’t get along. It’s just that I want to live independently. Set up a place of my own. Is that too much to ask? I just spoke to mum and she was all excited telling me bout the get together my family had at my place. And when I explained my reason for the call she was dead against my decision. She said you can think about it later. For now once you return stay there or else in a PG. PG!!! No ways!

I know there will not be a later. Not that I plan to marry anytime soon. But if I move in here it will be for like 11 months!! That is long and then I will be 25 a year later and then they’ll talk bout marriage and then it won’t be the same. I feel like screaming aaaaaaraargghhhh!! I feel helpless. I don’t want to do something against ma’s will. I believe it’ll just get me into something I will regret later. So I will have to convince her first. And once I move in I can’t back out n leave my friends in soup! I don’t want to think too much. As long as I am here I don’t have to worry bout that as I have enough things to keep me occupied.

Newbie in the team and Mon teaches him. Though it’s not his thing. Definitely not ha. Noon I went out for a stroll to get my lunch. Listening to music. Cool wind in my hair. Light drizzle. Felt really nice. It’s good for a change to be by myself. Just walk around Main aur meri tanhaayi… I know lot of tanha time is ahead. Had burger from Burger king. Chicken royale! Again! That’s the thing with me. I like consistency so end up becoming monotonous in my taste. Gotta change that.

Some funny things around me. There are some “colleagues” of mine who pretend to work. I don’t see the point. Who are they trying to impress..? Cena our manager is on leave skiing somewhere in Austria. And this AS* is always suck!ng up to him.. he is Ca* the kiss as* hehehe. I don’t like the way he looks at me. I get annoyed when he is trying to see my screen. He and the polish chick M were bickering...actually still are all the time! Anyways he is off to India soon. To see his wife and kids. At our Banglaham party the major joke was Ca* ability to get women pregnant just by looking at them. Beware of his stare! Lol! I have got a lot of work to do…loads of documentation before the weekend is over.
p.s: I saw this on fb and loved it.
Awesomely said Bob!
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. “- Bob Marley

p.s.2: I dint have to put up with the gossip yesterday eve. I headed home. And I am proud of being able to walk away.