Sudden changes :)

18th Feb ‘10
12.43
Well turns out it wasn’t a big deal yesterday. The one I was worrying bout unnecessarily. All is well! Yesterday was a pretty ok night. Sam had already cut veggies. Prons prepared the dinner. Aaloo sabji, which was edible, pretty good for starters! I prepared surnali batter after dinner. Sam helped me clean up later. Pretty decent chap. He keeps talking of reducing smoking and boozing.

14.04

I just checked my mail to which date was my return ticket booked, it was 04 Mar and I had a gleeful smile. Well if all goes as planned I should be returning after 8 working days!! :D

19th Feb ‘10

15.51
How things change in a day’s time?! 24 hours back I was certain to be packing by 4th. Now it’s not the same case. I think this change of fate is thanks to CR. Yesterday went from bad to worse to better. I feel bad for silly things. So I was hurt when A said something insignificant bout not talking in tulu. I say insignificant cuz I am over it now.

18.19
Well all is well now because I let it go. Yesterday after the very hectic noon as I was leaving I stopped at CR’s desk. She gave me some gyaan and I implemented some of it today. She advised never to lose hope and focus. If I want something I have to go for it. Plan for it. Research it and be prepared for it. She is so wise. She knew BT stuff too. I dint know how or why I ended up pouring my story out to her. But it happened and for the good I believe.

She suggested me to spend time with the dev and also the traders to understand things better. I suggested this to Cena, along with this I also mentioned he needed to talk to Dhamak regarding the next resource to come as I am leavin in 8 working days!! :D ( well not in so many words but you get the gist). He was having another catch up with M in the meantime. But I mde sure he got my mail before that. He has asked me to stay back if I have no probles and to tell dhamak the same. I said I shall ask him, and he says “No you tell him I told so”.

Well I shall go with the flow. I will think bout it over the weekend and see how to proceed. Planning to visit Cambridge. Lets see how that goes. And yes, finally nanny got it from me. I dint take shit when she started teasing. I told her in her face I don’t like her jokes. There! Done that!

I would like to write some stuff I have been thinking about but haven’t had the time. Weekend will not give me much access to comp so see you on Monday!